The Change

I was so afraid of change. But now I'm loving it. It all happened for some good. Now I have realized. It is in fact a much needed change. And I got unconditional support from a person I never expected to give that. Thank You!

Love,
Raey

Great Expectations

OK. So my best friend urged me to write today. She feels it will help me a lot understanding my own turmoil. & I realized this was the very reason I started this blog and how much it helped me when I was down. The thoughts and opinions shared with people from various parts of the world taught me things I wouldn't have learnt otherwise.

Back to the conversation I was having with my friend, it kinda revolved around how we have certain expectations from people close to us & whether its right or not. If you give yourself completely to any relation, you do expect the other person to atleast give a little consideration to that. It hurts a lot when they act completely oblivious to how you feel. A relation is a two way street. You share everything. Whether its your happiness, sorrow, time, mood swings, decisions, just about everything. But it doesn't look like its possible in most cases. Its always one party who is way too much involved than the other. Seems like a God's joke on maintaining equilibrium in the universe.

Its so painful to know that someone you cared about the most is the one who hurts you the most. Probably thats the irony of life. I know we are supposed to just give and not think about receiving. But cm'on who does not want love, affection and attention in life. Especially from the people you love. I am not going to be hypocrite  to deny that I don't want all of that. If I am giving you my time, I expect you to give me yours when I need it. If I am loving you with all my heart I expect you to love me back. Call me selfish, but thats the last thing that will bother me.

I don't think I can change that about myself and won't even try. But I can try to just be there for someone who's worth it.

Love,
Raey

Ok.Get Up!

I want to write. I want to write something interesting. Been away for so long that there are too many things to say, too many experiences to share. Where do I even begin! Life is teaching me a lesson everyday. I can see myself growing with each experience. And its all happening so fast. Just a couple of months ago I had absolutely nothing going on. Now there's so much. Sometimes more than I can handle. But its fine. Its something that I needed. I had always craved for independence. Now I have realized it comes with responsibilities. I am learning to take risks, to accept failure, to own up my mistakes, to rise up to challenge. I am learning to be assertive. I am learning to love without any expectations. I was living in oblivion. Not anymore. I am more determined than ever before.

Source: Tumblr

Love,
Raey

FRESH FRESH BABY!!

This is what I wore for my fresher's party :)

The picture was taken outside my hostel room by my awesome roomie! :D Wish I had time to shop for better pair of shoes though :(

Love,
Raey

Conversation with Her

Talking to you feels like I'm talking to my soul. You are my other half. I'll go the cliched way and quote Tom Cruise in the movie Jerry Macguire - "You complete me." And it couldn't be more true. You are my best friend,my sister and most importantly my soul friend. I don't have to explain anything to you. You just understand everything. We are always in the same situation at the very same time and sometimes its just so scary! Its also how like-minded we are. You held me when I cried. You nursed my broken heart. You cheered me up when I was down in the dumps.Together we had the craziest moments! Just thinking about them makes me laugh like I laughed at that very time. Zillion pictures clicked to capture every moment.We have the most hilarious conversations ever that only the two of us can understand.

"Chamaiya..ssup??"

"Item..Missing you ya.Come back soon."

Start singing a crazy song *Kuwa ma dub jaungi'* (For those who don't know, its a song from a Bollywood movie Page 3)

Only the two of us know what part of our brain triggered to sing such songs out loud :P

We both love Pink to the core.

We both love watching 'F.R.I.E.N.D.S.' & 'How I Met Your Mother' (Yes, you are soooo Lily, Hope you find your Marshall soon!)

Countless photos of us...

When I look at you I feel like I am looking in the mirror. You never let me give up on anything and at times even on myself. You're my sunshine. The world suddenly seems much brighter when we are together. I feel so lucky to have you in my life. Thinking about the time we've spent together makes me smile and cry at the same time.

All photos courtesy : Tumblr

So babe, all I wanna say is 'I LOVE YOU BESTIE' xoxo

Love,
Raey

Tada!!!!

Finally some pictures from my campus. Begged some friends to share them with me :P Loving it at Lavale XD

Thats me!! :) Savoring the lovely view!

P.S. Salman's latest movie Bodyguard was shot on our campus!!! Do visit this link to see what the entire campus looks like & comment :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hYgb_comhU

Love,
Raey

The Deprived

Gosh I am writing after ETERNITY!!!!! Never thought I'll get this busy. I miss blogging so much. But darned assignments are sucking the life out of me :( Getting these insanely scary dark circles cuz of extreme sleep deprivation. Nahiiiiiii now who will marry me???? Hallucinations,dementia as you can see. Miss ghar ka khana. If  anyone dares get some home cooked food..then God save him/her. People smell it from miles away and pounce on it like pack of hungry wolves. Yet staying away from home isn't all that difficult as I thought it would be. Who am i kidding I am doing awesome here on my own :P For a girl who would rather starve than get up and cook, it has been no less than an achievement to live in a hostel! Anyhoo had my 1st n last freshers party last Sunday & man it was fun! Wish we could do that every weekend. I know I said in my last post there will be pictures of the campus in following posts but sadly I dont have a camera right now & I am super broke. So send in your donations to fund one :P You can also send food coupons of awesome restaurants  in Pune. The Hungry & Deprived souls will bless you. & yea yea that reminds me anyone from Pune amongst my lovely readers?? Please do suggest places to shop and eat in Pune. Pleeessss. Thank you. Come Again.

Love,
Raey